Tuesday, July 27, 2010

pity party

Lately I have been having a big old pity party. Im sort of mourning I guess you can call it. My son has severe autism. He is nonverbal. Im sad that my son will not be what I thaught he would be. I wanted so much for him. I thaught I could handle it but I havent lately. But today I went on a support group. They opened my eyes. I need to move on. I have a healthy beautiful son. Sure he may live with us the rest of our lives. But he's a human being. He's amazing and unique. I cant let this autism suck me down anymore. Its really time to move on. If I dont get past this I am just going to be a bitter woman and I dont want that. I want to be happy with what I have and love life. No more pity party!

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